So its all just a big big misunderstanding(:and its all ok now....
we clear things out...had a conference with amanda and gf(not gonna tell you hu!!hahahahah)..
then we really trash things out!!!like really trash!!!hmmm...but not like cat fight!!!not dog fight also!!just trash things out..like we take the trash bag and then just vomit everything out!!hahahaha..

OMG!!!i didnt know that i actually mistaken her so much..she is really a nice girl to talk to..hahaha...but i was abit scared that i might flare up in the beginning...cos like..i get very aggitated very easily..but in the end..she was really a nice girl..then i think i started to relax abit..then i think i sort of show my trueself(which is to crap)..but anywae i did warn her that i might sound angry but actually its not true..cos i talk very loud mah!!hahahaa...then she also tell me she might not sound good too...(:hmm..well..it didnt turn out as bad as amanda thought...she thought we would quarrel over the phone..hahaha!!!actually...i also scared la..i think gf also scared too..

yup..but she was quite truthful about wat she sae..she told me about what she really felt and stuff..and ya..she told me about the thing she don really feel confortable about..and yup..i feel that i was in the wrong too..so i kinda promise i wont do it again:)..serious..we kinda felt really stupid..cos if we have confronted each other earlier...nothing would have really happen...then we were like..."omg..why didnt we confront each other earlier"hahhhahaa..stupid right?i felt that way too!!!hahahaha..anywae..she is really a sweet girl..she kinda entertain my nonsense although i know it isnt time to crap about all those things...

some real crap i talk about...
hmmm...
you know right?i am like that one..i will just go to my girlfriends to tell them that i love them...like i will sae"eh..come here..i got something important to tell you today..seriously..(whisper)i love you!!"

then..
i told her that since we clear things out..we should actually smile or wave at eachother the next time we see..then i sae..
"so your june resolution(how do i spell the word man..)is to know me better..."
then i forget is she sae or i sae..
"than my(said by sophia)/your(said by gf) june and may resolution is also to know you better"

then..
i told her that i wanted to change my name..
cos chel and i was watching this taiwan show..then they sae change name can change luck..then i sae i very unlucky..so i want to change my name to something else..cos i feel that i very suay!!then i even tell her i want to change to (peiling) or (caisi)..oh shit..come to think of it..i think i crap alot...

than i also sae..
actually not bad arh..its like we from don like each other..nonoono..not really don like each other la..is like from below neutral to above neutral also not bad right?

oh ya..than the whole conversation..we like keep saying sorry..than i was like quite guilty cos it was partially my fault then i was like thinking..she don need to keep saeing sorry..cos its not entirely her fault wat..so i sae..
"eh..stop saying sorry hor"hahahahahaa

and the darn stupid thing is when we are about to hang..then i tell her..
gf:i think amanda needs to talk to &%$#&(i don know the name)
sophia:ok..phone bill very expensive
sophia:so your june resolution is to know me better..
gf:and your new year resolution is to know me better too..
sophia:okay...my heart very strong..wont break..hahhaha..bye
gf:bye~

so its like that lor...we kinda became more friendly to each other le...yea!!so problem solve!!!yup..although i don really want such thing to happen on me again..but then..i really got to know who are the people that really cared for me(:smiles!!!!!