my personally feelings today-i am lost..totally lost...seriously i don know wat to do..fascinating things keep coming..First is her then him then him...well i am not really complaining here but icant think of ani good suggestion how to stop all this..well my cousin...she is sort of irritating me by the way she say things to me..i know she is doing this because she doesnt want me to get hurt..get sad..after she leave this world...i know she is in great pain and i know how much she love to be in this world..i personally think that people should let her have her last choice..her last wish...that is to let her stay in this world longer..why must you people make all those nasty comments like should let her go...she is in great pain...hu don know that she is in great pain...but since she choose to hold on..then let her be..and for people hu make comments oni in their personal expect...do you know anithing that you say to me aunty would be considered by her..so think before you speak...seriously..visiting her means going there to talk to her look at her but wat you guys are doing is that after saying hi to her in the room...you immediately go to the living room to have a chat...is this visiting?no.however i still like to say thanks to you for seeing her...but for that particular uncle of hers...are you afraid that cancer would spread??the ans is no..so why are you so afraid of visiting her..you visited her once and thats all..we called you to go for more gathering and yet you gave excuse like i have to work...then we ask you to bring your children and your wife there..then you give excuse again...do you know that she can leave us ani moment...so why dont you bring them to see her for the last time..i know...you when to the hospital..but your wife and your child didnt...

its better to love then to be love..