Its been quite some time me not blogging...didnt have time..But seriously..i need to say sorry to my friends who had cared for me..its been a down period for me this few weeks..despite my friends caring for me,i turn a cold shoulder towards them...i am really sorry..my cousin contracted with lung cancer and there is nothing that can be done for her...NO CURE!!!i have to watch her time passing by just like that..nothing i could do...i feel so useless...I hate myself for not spending sufficent time with her..Wat i can do now is oni allowing her to feel happier..making her time feel worthwhile..i dont mind being tired..but wat i mind is that i have seriously neglated my friends..pai seh jia ying...everytime say morning wan go makan with you then in the end in the morning call and say very tired...pai seh to yuan ting too...you say i never go stand up for you in your blog when you kenna suan...seriously sorry...i really got no time..by the time i reach home i would be tired and i would sleep like pig..at my cousin house everyday...cant use the com too..its oni todae that i can spare sometime because i came home early..but hey...i got go stand up for you...i tag 2..although information mixed up..seriously seriously sorry to all my friends...and to those that i have shared my tears with..seriously grateful..without you..i might not hold on for so long...