well..i think i need 150 dollars for emergency..don ask me why cos i will not know how to ans..but of cos its not for my use..i want to use it for her...someone special...god gave her to us and yet want to take her away..i just want to cherish the time with her..i didnt get to spend my time with her..mainly becos we oni meet once 2 week...we never had quality time..now..i just one to let her try things she never done before...she is so young...her life have not started..why leave..why so cruel..why her...not even watching a movie..so..i want to bring her to places she never been..places she never seen..places she never know it exist..i want to make best out of her time.rite..maybe i will go on vegetarian again...this time it would be 2 weeks..hope it helps...its the oni thing i can do for her...hope miracles happen..good night everyone...